Astronaut Discloses Depression Following Wave of Harassment After Historic Trip
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a online statement, recalling a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her studies and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose support helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she said.
She concluded that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had come out of the experience, such as spotlight on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
The Historic Journey
The self-operating New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured leaders in multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.
